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**apannamma** · 11-22-2008, 06:04 AM

Before you throw this away, or go back and seek some guidnce. You went into this field with something. You've lost the passion, try and find it again before walking away.It dous make a world of difference. hope this helps you. I will pray for guidence and peace for you.
Blessed Be
Angel

Thank you so much for sharing your story...it really has helped me more than you know. It helps me tremendously in reconciling my past. I know the reasons why they are so resistant and that I am effecting them in ways I do not realize but going into work every day and getting dirty looks, told to go home, and spending two years with someone you care deeply about, is in great pain, but will not speak to you and curses you out gets to you. I know just being there despite all of that helped in so many ways but I just can't do it anymore. Plus seeing these kids go back into really abusive and dark places or felt like they were in hell in a place they are supposed to get better was hard for me. I really admire those who can do it despite the darkness out there.

Thinking of you and sending you positive vibes. Maybe just try and get a casual job for alittle while. something different & simple that won't take away your soul. I work in retail a couple of days (6hr shifts) & then decided to take on a cleaning position (4 hour shifts) a day or two a week. (Due to having bub.)Plus it gives me some "me" time working short shifts. It may not be where I want to be in the future but hey casual wages aren't that bad. Plus my son gets to play with other chn which he loves so much...

I am in a similar situation with my son and working and I think I am going to try something like this. I would love to have it my way but you also have to be flexible.

Huge hugs. I have tons to say but simply this. When times are tuff as we all are facing right now don't give up on your instincts. If they tell you to remain as you are then do it. My new guide came a few days ago which came to me right before the check I received out of the blue. It covered something I had no clue how to pay for. She told me to wait it out and what I was doing is exactly what I was meant to do right NOW. In time my path will be revealed but for now I'm not suppose to worry as things will work out just fine.

Your guides sound just like my guides. Mine don't tell me anything though besides to just be patient and everything will work out. It does feel right focusing my energy in different places though such as finding a more conventional job. I just wish they could tell us what our path was or at least what to do in the meantime.

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Big hug!!!!

Right now - I'll sit and pray for you - and send what ever I can your way -

Meditation (I just did it) - find yourself in a garden - choose a red flower - smell it - inhale the fragrance - notice how red it is - then gently start to pluck the petals off - and release it out into the world. Let every one of them be a release of your fears - let it go - no fear. Where there is no fear - let in the light.

We need you - clear your energy - be white light and strong inside. Trust that even if you can't see it now, there is a purpose for what is going on. This is no rational exercise - its the leap of faith.

Go in light! Sending you much love -

Thank you so much for those awesome words. They helped remind me what I needed to remember

I feel much better today. My guides came to me after I wrote this and really helped me. I am focusing my energy on both finding a conventional job and my intuitive business. So regardless, one will begin to manifest. Where ever I need to go I surrender and will go there. I was so mad yesterday because all of my life I have not been able to direct my own life...it has always been extremely guided. I am grateful but when you keep hitting brick walls it is very frustrating. But I accept it now. I also learned a lot about what this experience is bringing me. It is causing a lot of issues that have been hiding to come to the surface so we can heal them. That is much more valuable than the cash we could be receiving.

Last night as I was falling asleep I was helping to heal myself and all of those who are experiencing the same thing. I know I was doing something as I was half asleep but I don't remember what it was. But I am grateful for this opportunity as so much healing is going on because if it.

11-22-2008, 06:04 AM	#7
apannamma Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 409 Senior Member	Before you throw this away, or go back and seek some guidnce. You went into this field with something. You've lost the passion, try and find it again before walking away.It dous make a world of difference. hope this helps you. I will pray for guidence and peace for you. Blessed Be Angel Thank you so much for sharing your story...it really has helped me more than you know. It helps me tremendously in reconciling my past. I know the reasons why they are so resistant and that I am effecting them in ways I do not realize but going into work every day and getting dirty looks, told to go home, and spending two years with someone you care deeply about, is in great pain, but will not speak to you and curses you out gets to you. I know just being there despite all of that helped in so many ways but I just can't do it anymore. Plus seeing these kids go back into really abusive and dark places or felt like they were in hell in a place they are supposed to get better was hard for me. I really admire those who can do it despite the darkness out there. Thinking of you and sending you positive vibes. Maybe just try and get a casual job for alittle while. something different & simple that won't take away your soul. I work in retail a couple of days (6hr shifts) & then decided to take on a cleaning position (4 hour shifts) a day or two a week. (Due to having bub.)Plus it gives me some "me" time working short shifts. It may not be where I want to be in the future but hey casual wages aren't that bad. Plus my son gets to play with other chn which he loves so much... I am in a similar situation with my son and working and I think I am going to try something like this. I would love to have it my way but you also have to be flexible. Huge hugs. I have tons to say but simply this. When times are tuff as we all are facing right now don't give up on your instincts. If they tell you to remain as you are then do it. My new guide came a few days ago which came to me right before the check I received out of the blue. It covered something I had no clue how to pay for. She told me to wait it out and what I was doing is exactly what I was meant to do right NOW. In time my path will be revealed but for now I'm not suppose to worry as things will work out just fine. Your guides sound just like my guides. Mine don't tell me anything though besides to just be patient and everything will work out. It does feel right focusing my energy in different places though such as finding a more conventional job. I just wish they could tell us what our path was or at least what to do in the meantime. !!!! Big hug!!!! Right now - I'll sit and pray for you - and send what ever I can your way - Meditation (I just did it) - find yourself in a garden - choose a red flower - smell it - inhale the fragrance - notice how red it is - then gently start to pluck the petals off - and release it out into the world. Let every one of them be a release of your fears - let it go - no fear. Where there is no fear - let in the light. We need you - clear your energy - be white light and strong inside. Trust that even if you can't see it now, there is a purpose for what is going on. This is no rational exercise - its the leap of faith. Go in light! Sending you much love - Thank you so much for those awesome words. They helped remind me what I needed to remember I feel much better today. My guides came to me after I wrote this and really helped me. I am focusing my energy on both finding a conventional job and my intuitive business. So regardless, one will begin to manifest. Where ever I need to go I surrender and will go there. I was so mad yesterday because all of my life I have not been able to direct my own life...it has always been extremely guided. I am grateful but when you keep hitting brick walls it is very frustrating. But I accept it now. I also learned a lot about what this experience is bringing me. It is causing a lot of issues that have been hiding to come to the surface so we can heal them. That is much more valuable than the cash we could be receiving. Last night as I was falling asleep I was helping to heal myself and all of those who are experiencing the same thing. I know I was doing something as I was half asleep but I don't remember what it was. But I am grateful for this opportunity as so much healing is going on because if it.
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