[TriammaMade]

Yes! You're right!!
I was looking a ****roach the other day - and I felt the revulsion in my body - it was cleaning itself - and I forced myself to watch - and look at such a miracle of creation.. and all the little 'demons' within myself are coming up to point at me right now....
I started two new techniques, recently, to help me not judge...
one of them is a yogic technique - sitting and 'chanting' silently- I am truth - sa ta na ma....
and the other - is that when ever I catch myself 'judging' - to ask for help from my guides - AND - to repeat 'I am you, you are me' - of course, doing this is forcing a lot of 'negativity' out of my system.... so - thank you for helping me get through this... its my big 'darkness' in me...