[abubycera]

I'm so sorry to hear both you and your mum are in pain and suffering. I don't know if any of this will help, but some of the few things you might be able to do are:

1. Shield yourself. Whenever you're feeling overwhelmed, visualise and surround yourself with a spherical energy barrier or bubble. Energize the shield so that it will be strong and protect you from any negative emotions or energy coming from outside or your mum. Fill the bubble with positive energy, love, healing energy, prayers. This is to help you, protect you, calm you and isolate you from any negativity.

2. Your mum may not want your help in what she's facing or having to go through, but you might be able to help by sending her love. Love will penetrate any barrier that she has put up, will be able to soothe her and heal her to some extent. You can also bubble her up and fill her bubble with all the good stuff. It will help.

3. Does your mum know that you can feel what she's going through and that you have this strong psychic link to her? Maybe you should tell her. If she knows that you can feel these things strongly and that your life is being disrupted by it, it might persuade her to share her problem with you.

I know how it feels to have a mum suffering and not be able to do anything bout it, or even get pushed away. I find that sending love and healing energy helps alot when I'm feeling helpless and powerless. Please accept my blessings, love and thoughts. I hope this will help.

Love,
E1lycat