[soydaykam]

John...not sure who you are speaking to..... me or Harmony.....But I can tell you for myself that my story is very very true.

If I would pull out my journals where I have written for years what I saw and or experienced after a night of venturing around the universe I could tell you hundreds of them. I could describe a lot of the vehicles that I have traveled in etc. But I am not sure it would serve in any real capacity other than it was and has been part of my journey.

I will tell you a story where one of them came to visit me on the earth plane. I have never ever forgotten it and actually wish he would come back as I have millions of questions for him.
I lay on my bed one sunday afternoon ...meditatiing in a laying down position. I apparantly fell asleep then all of a sudden I was wide awake but could not move anything but my head and my hands. I could hear bees buzzing. Well at this point having not experienced the sound of higher being energy around me before did not know it was the sound of high energy around me . I instantly thought okay you jerks what are all these bugs doing here. ( I talk to the spirit world out loud when I experience something new lol lol )
I could not get my eyes to open so I started swatting at them only couldnt move my arms. I thought what the heck is this all about . Now please undnerstand I am fully awake not in a somnabulistic or lucid state at all...fully awake but yet in a paralytical state of body. I had read many times that if you return to your body too fast and wake up to fast this sometimes happens for a second but I am fully awake at this point but it is like someone or thing is holding my eyelids shut.

with my hand i can feel something that feels thick and fleshy at my side. this buzzing is so loud i am trying to swat at the so called bugs and am trying to make sense offo what i am feeling at my side. i remember thinking this feels liek a humongous worm or something. kinda squishing but solid all at the same time. I then hear the most beautiful male voice say into my head. The voice came down through the top of my forehead down past my third eye into my head. Not from outside of it at my ears. This voice said " Would you like to cuddle?" I was so startled by the beauty of this voice and trying to figure out where it came from that i coudlnt think. I remember saying if I can get my eyes open are you going to scare the - - - - out of me?

No response..thenn my eyes get freed and I open them . Oh my goodness I was startled at what i saw. But I was not afraid. This in a way surprised em even more thatn the beign in my bed,...I somehow knew I knew this being. I said well I am here to tell you if I had not seen so many beings behind my eyes you would have scared the crap out of me ...I then said okay wiggle in here. I knew someohow my higher self knew this being and was very comfortable.

If this was my family or where I came from type of being than I am one ugly creature as it looked so much like Gommul of Lord of the Ringss that it could have been a twin. Only he was green...a shade of green I have never seen before but green non the less.

I must add here that I had never seen that movie until jsut a year or so ago and was falling our of the chair at how much this being looked like that creature in that movie.Only I did not see any legs just the upper body and I did not feel any legs when I was feeling around. This happened maybe four years ago ,,,without checking my jounals I am guessing on the time line of it .

The second I said okay wiggle in here and we will cuddle he poofed away.
Now I know this sounds insane and I must tell you I am not crazy ...at least i hope not lol loll
it was one of those experiences you enver forget or ever find out who it truly was.Or even why I got to experience it . I have had psychics over the years tell em it was a guide, some said it was my husband from my home planet , etc. I never told them what he looked like just that i had had a being appear in my bed and was questioning my sanity. lol lol
I was also told several times they put me in a paralytical state cause I tend to come up swinging when I am startled or don't know what is happening.lol Well crap would't you ..lol lol
It has neverr happened again ..I did see him once more in a lucid dream only for him to say it was time for him to leave me .

Now that is the honest truth and not one word of it is a made up story. Am I crazy ?????maybe lol lol
Would I have missed it for the world ...Not at all.... Somehow I believe for what ever reason it has been part of my journey. I just still dont know what the purpose was. Maybe it wasnt for me..maybe it was something this being needed for themselves...it is one of the many questions I have for when I slide to the other side....