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Hi Kate,

I'm so very sorry to hear about your unfortunate situations. But there are 2 ways to approach it mentally, 1 is a negative attitude and the other a postitive attitude. Now you have a baby that is a blessing from God you will be in this situation for a short time but not forever because you do have a positive attitude and you do want to help yourself and your little baby.

The babies father unfortunately is missing out on this precious time in your young babies life and unfortunately you cannot get these times back again no matter how hard you try.

Your dad has live the life he has chosen to live but unfortunately those around him have been made to suffer, and when he does pass on he will be very remorseful for the life he has chosen. But all you can do is be there for him and try to give him as much love as you can before he passes on to spirit. I feel that your life is on hold a bit and I suppose it will be until your dads passing. But I feel your dad wants to go now he is ready.

Let me know how you get on

Love and Light Louise