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I have been feeling so stressed lately and let down by myself that I have been on a real downer. I can read my cards and have messages that say hold on it'll be ok, keep the faith but it is so difficult. Don't we all have days when we feel like running away and we feel like we are the biggest let down of them all. I've had trouble sleeping and I know that i've been making myself feel ill and inadequate and although there have been times i've felt all will be ok and then I pick up negative vibes and it all falls apart. Well last night I was sitting at my computer and I distinctly heard my old dog shake herself and her collar rattle. Now I thought it's just my imagination and don't be so foolish but then I heard her move again to settle just like she used to. Whenever I was really down or ill she always used to follow me around everywhere and I feel that this was her sign to me yesterday that she's still around. Funny thing is my husband said earlier when we were out I heard you get up in the night just after I came back and as soon as i'd gone back to bed he'd heard the dogs claws on the hall floor just like she used to when she walked down to ask to go out. Well that just says it all for me. Maybe we don't have to feel alone. Say a prayer for me i'd appreciate it.