[oranowdenda]

="color: rgb(0, 128, 255);"font size="3" ="font-family: comic sans ms;"ok. where do i start? this is a long story and i'm upset so i'm going to eak it into point form in order to vent. lol.

1. my sister is suffering from depression. she is 24. she is unnaturally dependent on my parents due to her condition.
2. my parents are overseas and so my sister has just sunk into a deep
depression which of course is ruining my parents' trip and placing
pressure on my other sister and I to "babysit" the depressed one.
3. nothing anyone does helps, but we have to be there so she feels
safe. so i have had to give up some paid work this week to do my family
duty.
4. i am pregnant and can't deal with this right now.
5. i tried to have a talk with my sister today while i was minding her
just to get her to see things differently and from other peoples'
perspectives - not to hurt her, just to help her see that she was best
off taking control of things and her destiny.
6. my other sister then sent me a message saying to not worry about
helping my sister for the rest of the week as i have really upset her
with my "home truths"
7. being firey, i then sent a message back telling her to basically f off and why.
8. i am so hurt and angry. feel like the scapegoat - my depressed
sister has a way of dividing and conquering in this family. maybe it's
not her fault but it makes life difficult.

anywaaaaay....i'm ok lol. just wanted to vent mostly. thanks for reading kind friends. blessed be xoxfontimg src="ForumsricheditsmileysLove1.gif" border="0"