[golozhopik]

Of course I have. And I know what you mean. Its not easy but it gotta be done. I dont think negative thoughts are stronger than positve but all our life, we've been told to pay attention to whats not working, and thats always been there infrnt of us. People try to make us aware of what isnt working...and thats why we are programmed to think that way. I might be wrong.