[PZXjoe]

not sure if this belongs in another thread or not...

im curious as to how everyone is dealing with the day to day hem and haw of a 3d life? since i've become more aware i've been exceptionally tired at my job and the daily tasks we all have to go through. it just feels so pointless to me. really? this is my life?

i've always felt my entire life i was supposed to be doing something bigger and more important. but can never seem to figure out what that thing is... but yet i feel so trapped now. we all need money to live and so we have to work. how does everyone cope? i find myself craving nature and the woods more and more and going from concrete building to concrete building just seems so wrong and futile.

i really try to carry joy and love with me...but you know its tiring. especially with the bombardment of negativity. it really is a test sometimes.

curious to know how others cope??