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hey insecteye.

hang in there. postpartums are tough and put a dampener on something that should be a happy time. fortunately they're also transient. don't be sad for your wife, she needs a little downtime after all that happened. it was an impact on her system and likely in some way connected to previously existing karmic ties to trouble. the fact that it comes up is an opportunity to clean it out. in my opinion, spoil her.

don't fight with her, she's got a strong dose of "beauty's privilege" right now. and i know from personal experience that if someone is getting difficult. our fuses get smaller. so if you're like me, swallow it and remember that your actions now have the very real ability to bind her to you forever in love. if you act from love. it's only not fair if you aren't given the opportunity for something very special in return.

you want spiritual guidance. yet you already see beauty. the only thing i can suggest is why restrict the beauty to the nature you see? the people around you will be all right. we are only an expression of nature. and even when things don't seem fair, they are what they are. and preferable over should be's and make belief. fairy tales and should be's are written by human writers. human lives are written by multidimensional entities of vast power and intelligence. (that's the all of us!)

and congratulations young father. i envy you. my wife is resistant to pregnancy, in the way that she runs away or throws stuff at me if i bring it up. you're up against a bunch of unfair diaper change turns. since your beloved gets the beauties privilege. you're it... for what it's worth, we're here cheering you on. (behind smell proof monitors.)

but really if you feel you need to lighten your load i'm sure we're here for you. do let us know how it works out.