[Amirmsheesk]

hello!

this perfectly fits in to my current situation. in a course of mediumship i'm attending i was asked to take two cards that should reflect how i should relate in my current relationships and what energies were coming for me this summer. the first said: "lying" with a picture i forgot and the other "rot" with pple holding hands in a circle and one standing outside it, alone...

at first i just shook my head and laughed, but slowly it made sense to me:; i have to withdraw from plle who are not supporting my spiritual path and i'm partly doing it by withholding the total "truth" about what i'm giong to do and why i can't see them. the thing is, that somehow circumstances arrange themselves so what i say somehow becomes true and the persons in question get occupied too in the end. i have to liberate myself from codependencypatterns so it's not that i want to do any harm.

as for the "rot"-card i'm not sure yet, but it might be that this will lead to the "rotting" of my sense of being outcast, connecting me with pple and circumstances where i can serve in the best way, not feeling rejected, laughed at, not respected for my knowledge etc. and then i can reconnect with old friends in amore relaxed way, not feeling separate just because i have to keep quiet about my big interest in the matters we're discussing here.

liliane the uranus opposite ascendant-transit