View Single Post
Old 12-16-2009, 11:08 PM   #13
IronpumpedLady

Join Date
Oct 2005
Posts
544
Senior Member
Default
halexandriaangel and raynebowolf, i wasn't sure whether to post my thoughts or not, but i have decided to now.

i have experienced similar. maybe we shouldn't be blaming the children however.

perhaps these children are highly energetic individuals, whether physically/ mentally or both, who simply are not designed by nature to fit into the unnatural kind of society as we know it. perhaps in a world where it is safe to let these children play outside in nature, in fresh air, and with others- at any time- without worrying about them.....then their behaviour problems as they currently are would not exist. instead the majority of humanity has to live much of its life cooped up indoors, turning to computer games and such for stimulation instead of being outside, running around and receiving the healing benefits of trees and sunshine which can heal the body, mind and spirit.

i feel in my heart, that the connection nature is very important to the human soul. i mean actually as part of one's life-style, working in harmony with the earth rather than working against her; trying to control or manipulate nature. we can even help to raise the vibration of nature by raising our own consciousness to work with her, with love and nurturing.

i'm not sure where these words are coming from exactly as i myself have not had the chance to live this way of life....i have tears in my eyes as i type this because i feel it so deeply in my heart, i almost feel like i am crying for the people who lived this way of life and hand it taken from them, their land replaced by all these cities, which ever since i was a child, felt were not good for human beings to live in. if at the time i ever expressed these feelings i would be ridiculed.

i don't know what the immediate answer is, concerning your children, and that also goes for my own. i just feel we need to love them, accept them for who they are, be as patient as we can and allow them to make mistakes......isn't that why we are here.....to learn from our mistakes?

also, halexandriaangel, i wonder what it is your daughter is feeling inside herself, deep down, that is causing herself to express herself in such ways on the surface? the only way to find a solution is to find and understand the root core of something.

as far as the whole sto and sts thing.......in my own opinion.....there ideally needs to be a balance between the two. for example, in order to be of any good to others, we must first take care of ourselves. secondly, there is a time to give and a time to take. it's tuning ourselves in to that balanced sense of timing which i believe is the key. to give a another example....in my own personal experience parents that are too selfless tend to create selfish children. on the other hand, people i've known whose own parents were on the selfish side tend to be very giving and more selfless. i think there is a balance. (i hope i haven't offended anyone).

i hope this helps.
just sharing some of my personal feelings on the matter.
i wanted you to know that i found your response very beautiful. i too feel that one of the biggest keys to activating this 4th density body is to cop a squat and hang out in nature. go hug a tree etc. i mean it.

i do want you to know that i am not blaming my child for this. not at all. i am not finding blame, as that is pretty unhelpful. my child was born this way. she was 7 weeks old when lost the first babysitter after returning to work. 7 weeks old. she demanded to be held 24/7. i had no idea that i had spoiled her , but when you think about it, the last thing i wanted to do was leave my brand new baby to go to work, so when i got home at night, in my arms was where she was. within reason. i mean i did put her down, but then my then 12 yr old would pick her up for her turn i guess. she has always been loved. she does not hate not really , she just is a bad child. she got kicked out of preshool for pete sakes. she has never once , not once taken any responsibility for bad behavior. i could be standing watching her interact with a nabor child and see her do something wrong and she still says it was the other person who did it first or finds justification. it is a serious thing as she can't keep friends and she has trouble in school. i am a great parent, as far as that goes. i truly am. i am wise smart and on to her, try to be consistant as possible, listen, and allow her to express herself. she is always grounded or something . it isn't even that, that bothers me. she is the laziest person i have ever met. she won't move unless i am standing behind her with a hand full of her hair wrapped in my hand.

i don't want to live that way. i feel it causes me to lose polarity by having to react physically. not to mention that i don't want to pull her hair or anything to hurt her . i love her , shes everything , the only thing she allows me to have really. i know how it sounds i do. i have whooped her butt and in a store too, and dared anyone to even say 1 thing to me. i don't allow her to do bad things to me without consequences. it does stop the offenses, even for a moment.

no i am sure this is a chance for me to learn how to love the dark side as the creator . i have always had problems with that concept. to read there is no good and evil really shocked me. bad is everywhere. so this is needed for me and it has really helped. i just can't risk her life for tthe future by not helping to create a chance that she could be a successful member of society. i worry about high school. kids today don't just get in fights , they get stuck, killed, shot. if anyone would be a target for something like that it would be her. she is quite the little brat.

i also spend much time building her up. she is very intelligent and quick. she gets bored but she deals with it. she has to be 1st in line, and she has to be in the center of attention or the teachers pet so she can rub that in all the other kids noses. she was suspended from school because the teacher made her stop singing in class, and so shje hummed while rolling on the floor.

now ... you getting a better picture?


weee . '

i do love your post though it was very moving for me. and i agree with your thoughts as well.
IronpumpedLady is offline


 

All times are GMT +1. The time now is 09:01 AM.
Copyright ©2000 - 2012, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Design & Developed by Amodity.com
Copyright© Amodity