[wantedLOX]

i've been in isolation as well. not only because i grew up in a "cage", but because everyone is "sleeping." all the things im now interested in learning are being studied by older people. have you watched 2012 enigma? i dont think i saw a person under 30 in the room.

the more you change, the people, places and things will change as well i.e. going to bars and clubs isnt the right place to find someone spiritually developed! try the book store. try not to talk to girls while there working, unless they're obviously focused on you.

it surprised me to find out that some of the bright and popular kids i knew from high school were doing drugs and drinking as if they always had. my brother is quite intelligent and has adhd, so i can talk to him about science or an idea all day, even though he's a skeptic type. he's smart, but unaware. stay away from the superficial, and the egotystical. you can't find this out by the car that they drive, though, so to speak.

imagine you didnt know who david was (and he was your age), and you bumped into him looking at a ufo book or esp or w/e. (knowing that he's open minded) he will most likely spark a conversation with you about ufo's, and the dominos start fallin. there are people searching for you, just like your searching for them.

if you dont know what your looking for, you won't find anything.

my issue is unresolved karma and/or the need to be neglected growing up to learn my path, but i'm not sure if that was entirely necessary! good luck on your search! i'm hopefully going to toronto for davids event, so if your going, ill see you there!