[Payodcapy542fro]

i am new to the forum. recently, for the past 6 months, i have been on a quest for knowledge...... who am i. what is my purpose? i always knew there was so much more to the story than we had been told. i never questioned alien life, i knew they had been here and were still here. i knew there were abductions and the alien interplay in our life had been going on for eons. i felt i had lived past lives and i found myself being disillusioned with organized religion over 20 years ago. i still became more spiritual, understanding a supreme force guiding, steering and edging me on in my journey. my question is why do i
feel alone on this journey? why are the intelligent, caring people i know not waking up? they don't seem to care or be aware of what i am feeling, seeking, thinking... i toss a few morsels of info their way, tidbits to enhance, get them to think, to question, but no takers. a few close to me have said, what the heck are you talking about? you're so "out there, crazy, whacko." how do we mentor those around us? how do we make a difference and try to enlighten others? or do we do nothing verbally? we meditate and hope a change will come when it is right for them? nova