[Cogebrego]

nova,

well done for joining the best site in the whole of internet land!

my question is why do i
feel alone on this journey? why are the intelligent, caring people i know not waking up? if it is any help to you i went through the exact same feelings you are going through at the beginning of my journey. my thirst for knowledge was insatiable and the nourishment it gave to my soul was at times overwhelming. if you are at this stage, trust me you will settle down and find your own level so to speak.

your comment about feeling alone struck the biggest chord with me. i have mentioned (somewhere on this forum) that unlike going to church for a religious fix, the spiritual journey is one we take alone. remember though that we are never truly alone - ever. one of the great things about this site and its forum is the fact you can contact like minded people who are on the same journey as you. if you feel alone, have a dig around here and see what threads resonate with you, then post on it. you will find people reply with encouraging support and are all too willing to answer any questions you have.

the people who are not waking up are not ready to at this point. do not judge them or get annoyed at this fact. just try your best to keep your own thoughts positive as much as you can. after a short time it will become natural it takes a week to make a habit and 6 weeks to break one! i work 25 miles away from where i live at have had many journies to work where people have cut me up, pulled out in front of me etc etc. i used to curse them, now i send them love and forgiveness, pretty much without thinking about it.

i toss a few morsels of info their way, tidbits to enhance, get them to think, to question, but no takers. that is their own free will choice. the only thing i will add to this is your tidbits are going in, even if you dont think they are. people do not want to take responsibility for themselves and are happy to follow the rest of the sheeple. there will come a time and i think it will be sooner rather than later, when something is going to happen in the world which will make everyone stop and think. probably disclosure. you will find when that happens, people will be much more willing to listen to what you have got to say. when people are taken out of their comfort zone, they look outside for answers, though this time it will not be governments they will look to!

remember you are up against years of human "conditioning" which includes brain washing by the media and poisons we have all taken in to dumb us down. take your time and enjoy the ride.

a few close to me have said, what the heck are you talking about? you're so "out there, crazy, whacko. firstly we have all had to come to the realisation that the truth will set you free but will piss you off first. remember, they laugh at us because we are different, we laugh at them because they are all the same!! it wont be long before these people will need support from people like us so do not let the comments affect you in any way. you cannot blame them for being ignorant of the truth. send them love constantly, that is all you can do for them just now.

how do we make a difference and try to enlighten others? or do we do nothing verbally? the best way in my opinion to make a difference is live your life as a shining example. keep doing your best to spread the truth of what this is all about.

i suggest you go through davids blogs (there are loads of them) and read the ones whose titles resonate with you. i have managed to get into some great conversations with people about topics i pick up they are interested in. there is so much information in those blogs and the knowledge you gain can be used as another tool in your kit!

i wish you all the best on your journey, do not try and be a spititual superhero as you will not be doing yourself any favours in the long run.

i am off now as i have a new world order faction to bring down!

love, light and peace,

matt