[arrendabomnem]

my dad died a dozen years ago and it was premature as i was just beginning to understand him. i had discovered that he was a much more enlightened individual that he appeared. it was he, unbeknown to me, that set me on the pathway to awareness. many years ago, he gave me a book by [please pm for author and book name]. as i read that book, i became aware for the first time that all is not as it seems, that there is a hidden truth that has been kept from the population of the world. my dad told me to read the book with an open mind, and it was the key that actually opened my mind to higher awareness. the other book he gave me was a book on native american mysticism called [please pm]. this was a second step to discovering that life is more than this physical existance and day to day oblivion.

he put me on a search for truth which i would never have been aware of had he not given me those books. i said above that his death was premature, because i had not at that time reached the point where i had release all of the old paradigm thoughts and grown to the point where i could have dipped into the well of his wisdom.

so i must say that he was the sign post to redirect my perception of reality.