[curcercanty]

wanderman, can you delete that picture please? it took me some major guts to post this, and everytime i see that i feel mocked so i lose my train of though, and feel like crying instead of getting into the stuff that would help explain things better, but i realize unless someone else has been through it too that there is no way to explan it anyways......even if i wrote out ever van halen song that is missing from this timeline, how can i ever porve that i didn't just make up the song myself etc?