[Maryjasmine]

that's really interesting what you've mentioned about terence mckenna. i specifically remember hearing something new from him around 2006, talking about the war in iraq (and no, not the original gulf war). then in the past few weeks i decided to check out some more of his talks and was shocked to find that he passed away in 2000, and all the material i've found now was before that. weird!

you seem to be strongly experiencing what [please pm for author] was going through in his later years. his novel actually documents a timeline he used to be in where nixon was referred to as the only begotten son of god, nukes blew up during the vietnam war and the civil rights movement never happened. strangely enough, uss liberty survivors claim that after the boat was sunk, it was gonna be blamed on egypt and a nuke was to be dropped on cairo! you might enjoy some of his speeches on the subject of multiple realities.

if you think this world is bad you should see some of the others
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how to build a universe that doesn't fall apart two days later
http://deoxy.org/pkd_how2build.htm