[curcercanty]

neat-oh, and wow.

thank you so much everyone for helping me through this. i am feeling much much better, and trying to just flow with it, instead of fighting it...

some good/neat karma type things are happening to me again inspite of all the weirdness. i think i may have mentioned before, in another thread, about trying to spend money.

i will go out with $45, spend and spend, and somehow come home with $60.....last night, i went out with $60, payed for cabs, bought a few drinks, and somehow came home with $120! it is like my money allways grow or doubles! it is weird. i am not complaining at all.....but it is neat. people want to shake my hand to share some of my "good luck. " lol

also, i think i do reiki kind of. this man i met a few months ago, said he came here to die, as he was old and sick and ready to die. i said, well, it can't hurt for me to try and heal you, so you can be happy, get better, and go on to live a worthwhile life where you can enjoy life and feel happy.

i took his hand in mine, and said, "just accept any love you can," and intentionally tried to send him love from my hand to his.

well, i saw him last night and didn't even recognise him! he looks awesome! he said none of his friends recognise him either, he looks so much younger. also he tod me someone mysteriously left a book about reiki on his door step, and he thought it was me, but it wasn't.

kinda cool! i guess just trying to go with the flow is the best we can do, no matter how weird things are trying to look out there.