[BGThomasis]

i have read the law of one material and all of david's online books in addition to other material by hogan, braden and more. i totally buy in to all of the information presented as it makes much more sense to me then anything else i have read and studied. the problem is that i have yet to actually see a ufo or witness any kind of extraordinary event. i am totaly open to such an experience and have expressed my free will desire to make contact with any positive oriented entity. although i am far from perfect i strive daily to live a joyful, positive, compassionate life. but so far --- nothing, nada, zippo. it's enough to start making a guy give up hope that there really is anything to this material. i doubt that i am the only one on this site with this problem. any advice, encouragement or whatevere woujld be greatly appreciated. i am well aware of the the law of confusion, but hey, -- i could use something true and concrete to hang my hat on ......