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how many of you feel like you might be ready for 4th density?
in what way have you come to this realisation?

i feel i am ready for the 4th density.

i feel that i have come to the realization because:

1> i stumbled across this websight on a whim. i ignored it, went to bed saying, "sure he is the reincarnation of edgar cayce." got up and went to work.
went outside at lunch and turned on coast to coast. and guess who was on. david wilcock. so if reckoned i had better listen as this was too freaky to be a coincidence.

2> started reading the websight and learning. watched the project camelot interview(s), the 2012 enigma and listened to other mp3's of radio shows david had appeared on.

3> started digesting this info, took 2 months away from this websight, meditated and got some cayce material. read that and then went and got a copy of the reincarnation of edgar cayce.

4 digested that info and realized, after an incident while reading he reincarnation of edgar cayce, where i asked the ra people to let me know if this was bs or not. basically i asked them to contact me. went to bed, woke up an hour later with a tremendous headache in my forehead, where the third eye is. although it hurt badly, i felt peace i had never felt before. not to mention a voice that was both soothing and kind telling me, ".. it would be ok go back to bed and when you get up in the morning look at the world anew."

5> i feel alot of my anger and frustration are gone, as if it was foolishness keeping me from seeing and learning.

6> i have an overwhelming desire to help people out.

7> a renewed sense of being and purpose.

8> a realization that not only did i matter but everyone mattered.

9> when i get depressed, yes i still do, i look inwardly and meditate on that depression only to find a solution. the soulution may not be what i want but i find that it helps me deal with the problem at hand. like not having a job right now. i still try to help others out and ask nothing in return. here is a kicker. i help this lady out on the 6 of july. she was in pain, she had a broken foot and was trying to get to her car. i left the friends i was with and helped her to her car. loaded her stuff in the trunk and helped her in the passengers seat. she wanted to hand me 20 dollars for my assistance and i declined. she smiled and told me i was a nice man and that i would be blessed. thought nothing of it. an 2 days later i found 40 dollars laying in the road by my house. i was just amazed.

10> overcoming some fears that i thought i would never get over. spiders, the dark, are a couple. still working on the fear of water and hieghts but those are going to go away in time.

11> learning to listen. the otherday, i went kayaking for the first time with a wonderful friend. she means alot to me and i listen to her all the time. i am a big man and i could not get the hang of getting the boat to balance and kept swamping the thing. finally i gave up and had had enough. i went ashore beached they kayak and took off my vest.

she went off, after she asked me if i was ready to go. i told her to go have fun and i would wait. she was surprised when i met her in the water and helped her get out of the boat and as we were loading up the kayaks she asked me if i was gonna quit. i said no. she said i wouldn't let you if you wanted to. we talked for awhile. she told me that she has never known a man like me. i listen, help and support with out ask of reward. she said i was always there when she needs me and that i tend to over think things. but she wouldn't want me any other way. she also said that i am gifted and that she didn't want to admit it to me. she said that in the two years we have been hanging out together that i was the only one that cared enough to let her talk. let her talk and not dismiss what she was saying.

i guess that i feel that if in 38 years i can experience a change in myself and become aware that we are all connected, are vital to each others survival, knowledge base, and well being. i think that after learning that and much more in the last year i am ready for the 4th density. i want to be there and see everyone there. i want to build a "brave new world" (metaphorically speaking here) where folks can be just folks and be there for everyone.

i just want to be me really.

i am petting my little cat, mabey, right now and seeing what i always see when she looks at me. love. love is what i hope for everyone in the 4th density. love, peace and happiness.

with that i take my leave for now,
sorry if i went on to long.

karl