i guess its like working in one of those sweat shops 18 hours a day for a hand full of rice or some thing not that you would want any thing in return except for the occasional slap in the face . the trick is not to resent it but to do it with love and faith and don't expect any thing in return except pain and suffering and make sure you love the pain and suffering its paramount for your spiritual growth and don't judge the guy above you because he is probably coping it from his superiors coping a bonus that is. i am glad that this is almost over or is it just the beginning ?
thank you for sharing ! regardless of distortions ( and yes i agree that is something we all have in one form and/ or another, as well as degrees of them )..... that doesn't detract from the powerful message ... this man is on to something isn't he? :-) fear or love.. it's a message that keeps repeating. it's a choice we all make over and over... nobody is perfect that i know of. but to be aware of the fact that life does seem to distill down to these two choices is just awesome to see in anyone. like everything else, take the best, what's worthy and meaningful to you and leave the rest is always the wisest approach i think..
the experiences that the guy describes are not uncommon. i've seen drunks explain the same things. (sufi's call the experience "drinking divine wine" for the effects are the same to the uninitiated) understanding them for what they are is uncommon. and i think he does.