[Quonuttott]

hi everyone

i've just been on a thread i posted (about the maharishi effect) on a certain conspiracy forum and the cynical bunch are saying that such practices are ways for demons to possess us and maharishi was a member of secret societies.
give me a break!

even if he was, it doesn't mean it was bad. in any case, it's only the few at the absolute top of the pyramid who are the real bad guys, not the others.

i basically replied, that if you look for the bad in life, you will find it.


i have this theory.

if demons do exist, i feel that they are probably just lost souls, or energetic projections of our subconscious. and the spirit can take any "shape".

if people focus their thoughts on demons a lot, they are more likely to encounter them in the astral.
those who don't feed them with their thoughts or fear are less likely to.

secondly, if you feel that all consciousness is, ultimately part of one- then it makes sense that these "demonic" entities people speak of were once a part of this same one.
therefore, they are a part of us. they are the darkest possible aspect of us. if we ever want to permanently overcome something, we must first understand what made it that way in the first place!

by labeling this and that as "good" or "evil", people create the delusion that there is a necessity to fight, and hence the age old battle. but by fighting it, what they don't realize- is they are actually feeding it.


imo, any demons/ hell that do/ does exist.....could well be a form of illusion- the sum total of negative energy of the collective consciousness.
they aren't the true source of "evil".
it is a mere reflection.

we have to start by understanding it.
we have to learn to understand every part of ourselves.

gosh, i have so much more i want to say on this subject!
for example, how upset it makes me feel to hear people constantly judging others.

for example, the way people view terrorists.
terrorists aren't "evil", they are simply following their own form of illusion they are under the control of. everyone has their own form of illusion, in some way. somewhere in a terrorists mind, they really believe they are doing the right thing, or they wouldn't be doing it. and i don't think that qualifies them to be a coward either! gee!
of course, taking another human being's life or harming them in any way is totally wrong- anything which abuses the free will of another.
by becoming it, we don't solve it.
we can only hope to transmute it.

anyway, it's late here- i should get some sleep, and i'm rambling. but, being gemini, i always feel the need to communicate a lot about stuff- and the way i find easiest is writing/ typing!

gosh, i really wish i could wake the world up somehow.

i have all this energy swimming around at me inside, that i need to do something to change things, to play a big part in making a difference in the world somehow. i've always felt it.
is it just a fantasy?

i have all this energy trapped inside, yearning to get through, and nobody to talk to about it who understands.

i find myself yearning to be with like-minded people every day of my life.
i feel it so badly it causes me great pain.

i find myself easily falling in love/ infatuated with those i admire, who i could never be with, and on meditating upon this i sense it's to do with being a part of some "group soul".

but how the hell am i going to find other members of this group soul, who i can physically be with?
do i need to just put more trust in fate?

i find that hard....having faith.