[Amirmsheesk]

hello "gentlemen and mods"

i'm the layman here, having studied psychopathy from the perspective of close relationships of one was a brainwashing "meditationguru" and the other my "on and off-reltaionship" with a man with borderline dr jekyll/mr hyde-disorder on occasion turning into psychopathy.

from the "victimperspective" i've come to understand those men were hughe magnifying glasses of my own psyche. i also combined this "black hole" where my soul should have been, with a strong co-dependency pattern, trying to control the demons "outside" myself instead of confronting those on my inside.

a total breakdown finally put me on a healthier spiritual path and i'm happy to meet pple here on the forum that have both the psychological and spiritual perspective like deerclan and metamike.

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