liam, your story seems shockingly similar to mine; i wasn't very athletic and it seemed as if all i could do was study. i always loved sports and the competitive aspect of sports. growing up i felt like i had to prove something, to myself if anything. suddenly, i became very athletic in high school and the more i visualized the court and the ball to be a part of me, the better i became. it's funny how when you "become the ball" things become that much easier. hey, i didn't know david talked about kobe, is he a laker fan now that he's in l.a.?