[leijggigf]

hello to all,

things are better today! she is breathing on her own really good, they might let her eat a little something. there are still alot of things to keep an eye on but she is doing much better. she is still seeing things, nothing really spiritual, but its not making much sense. they said there could be swelling of the brain and that this could cause her to see things. she is not on any narcotics because they effect her breathing, so she is also confussed why we dont see what she sees. she keeps asking if we see the electricity in the room and she keeps seeing yellow dust. i guess there are several things that could cause this...

we have had some great talks already. i try not to bring things up because i dont want to scare her or anything. but she does remember things. she said, "lynette im not so sure i was at the gate of heaven". i told her that mabey this is what the 'man' meant when he told her she still had things to work on, mabey she was given a second chance for a reason.

i feel that the place that my mother was when she was having these visions was not heaven, but a place 'inbetween'. mabey this is why she saw some really positive things and also saw some scary things.

thanks for the love and prayers. it has really helped me deal with all of this. its hard to have so many thoughts and feelings and to keep them botteled up.

peace to all,
lynette