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dear all,

it's been a while since we talked about this - don't know about anyone else but the goal posts have just kept moving for me - one minute i want to move, the next i want to just stay where i am and be a hermit...now the energy has shifted again and i definitely want to go...and guess what? as soon as i started putting my intention out there the perfect property came to my attention! it is a small farm with a community where everyone helps everyone and contributes their talents for the common good - it is absolutely beautiful and wonderful - but, also, guess what? i am the only one in my family who wants to go live there!

so what happens now? i would really appreciate your advice and ideas here...i cannot afford to buy it on my own but i feel so sure it is where i belong. the law of attraction says that this will all happen if i have the correct mindset and emotional response etc etc - but i get the feeling that there is more to it than that now - and that i should know how it's all going to work but i don't. i have meditated and have a feeling of peace and 'right direction' about it but no actual instructions about where to go from here.

i have contacted the owners and have lots of information and photos and have told them about myself and my family and how i see us contributing to the community etc.
but i don't know what else i can do as far as taking action goes - or do i just let it go now as my heartfelt intention?

all i know is that my whole life i have gone along with everyone else's wants and needs because i don't know how to do anything else - i don't resent anything i have ever given any single soul - however i feel i have given this part of my life enough of my energy and i want to be and do other things, to share and to grow into my power and truly be me and not just someone's wife, mother, daughter child carer etc.

if any of you can relate to my dilemma or have any suggestions about what i can do now, please help me work through this.

thank you my friends and other selves.
with love,
kathy