[Plokiikmol]

i would never want to have a curse on anyone in the human family, but i do know for sure, when people try to curse me, it usually bounces off of me, and gets them ten fold....i do know that once when i was really mad at an abuser ( the really bad kind...don't want to spell it out but the worst case scenario) i was so horrified when i had my baby, "i said, i wish he would cease to exsist because i never want a man like that having the privillage of looking into my beautiful babies eyes"......and well, he dropped dead of a massive heart attack as the words left my mouth.

on some sick level it must have been intentional (not for him to die, but for me to never have to see him again)

i am soooooo careful of every thought in my head now and every word that exsits my mouth, because i love the human family, and just wish healing for all, because i know even these sick people are on some horrid level trying to heal a pain of their own kind.

i think everything negative we accidentally or unintentionally do is out of a desperation to heal and take away pain of some kind.

sometimes i feel like the most blessed person on the planet..... other times i feel cursed.... i seriously don't think someone can keep a curse up unless they are thinking about it and sending it 24/7. it makes no sense to me scientifically how something like that could last, if you look at the water experiments ect, it is just as easy to heal as to curse, so no luck for the hexers in my opinion.