[bppstorr]

"hmmm... reincarnation/preincarnation .... what should i choose?: a celebrity, maybe a windsor/merovingian/rothschild, or a how about a slave/victim of terrorism?!?!"


okay, yes, i have read the ra material (all the books, online, it was exhilarating, and yes it all did resonate w/me), but as a person who is every moment experiencing a "hell consciousness" i still have to question : "what the hell is going on here? did i actually choose this? cuz this is effin ludicrous!"


thats why i need help on this:

a) are we saying that a person decides beforehand (pre - incarnation) to be born into a life (with definite knowledge) that they will be born and definitely be bludgeoned, mutilated, killed by drunk driver, raped, go to concentration camps, victim of genocide, etc, etc, etc, be crushed in world trade???

b) are we saying that a person can choose a life knowing (with definite knowledge) that they will be a great celebrity of some type (music, movies, entertainment, art) and choose to be worth $380,000,000 on the forbes list? (does one get to choose being a movie star??)

c) are we saying that one gets to choose (with definite knowledge) to be born into an illuminati/elitist family??

d) and there must be some "first come, first serve" on this, dont you think? how does one choose to be a celebrity, illuminati family, or a murder/terror victim

e) does this mean that because of the existence of celebrities/royalty/forbes list lives that they all must have deserved such great lives and were able to choose these lives because they "earned" it in previous lives, and for balance

f) does this mean that anyone living in hell on this earth right now (hell consciousness, daily abuse, daily rape, daily poverty) that they had done bad in there previous incarnations, or they had (good) previous incarnations that chose to be balanced by a bad horrible murder in this life



(i hope this makes sense, because i worked really really hard on this post)