[theatadug]

hello tifferella!

as always, we can share how we view things but we still might view them different.

i feel that there are 'levels' of a prime characteristics that we must experience at different times. i feel certain levels are necessaries. for instance, one person might be born into the life of deep empathy while the other is born into a life that tests their patient of temperament. characteristics if we fail one of these prime personalities in the beginnings, we might not get so much as the choice of which test to take next if you will. mabey if we let the darker part of the opportunity take us in one life, we will come back into a life of a ''victim", automatically.

also, ma bey being a victim in one life is also....a lesson of the absence of love. should we not have to experience this? but what if....the one before manifesting into this matter of illusion....had to experience the absence of love in order to appreciate? i believe we truly are a reflection of the prime creator, god, god head, one, what ever you want to call it. if we experience a life in this 'illusion' of being un loved, without love, or feeling a void within....then somewhere, it is a neccesity for the one to feel this.

to be born into a life of riches it would be hard to find a humble rich family to come into. and second, it is a life itself with a hard lesson. the lesson of not letting the riches rule you. remaining humble and helping the world would be the only way to remain humble in that life.

what if one dies being a part of this secret group or what ever. the person did bad things. in the next life, even though he might have a required course in being a victim of some sort, he still might have the choice to take his next life in the characteristic personality of power, ego, pride ect. when we run out of these golden tickets of opportunities of mastering a personality, if you will(im not sure how to describe it)....you become a very dimmed light, to me this is the ancient talk about becoming darkness, your light is forever dimmed, your energy runs out. one day, that light completely diminishes. what if then, some get the diminished light so fast that they still have a opportunity left on the list to experience a lesson? this is what i find in the demon idea. a being with enough energy to 'be', but not enough to become into matter again. it spends the rest of its energy in a power ego thought. scary thought to think about a energy that is mastering the power ego thought without a matter body.

i think at some point, we have to pick at least one opportunity of being a victim, to know what its like. most people find that loosing a dear loved one is the primal victim experience. being the victim in one life can help open a womb of deep empathy in another. if you are numbed in the previous life by something, your likely to be stronger in the next. if we choose to get the victim life over with and plunge into it, i believe we choose to take this ride when our high self knows its going to be able to reach out to us better, knowing something will open that door for the strength to make it through, for the love of ourselves.

the test in every life, for the sum of our measure after each life, is living more for others then ourself. no matter which characteristic or personality we come to master, we still always must try to live for the other 'selves'. all in all, this is the main lesson of loving oneself, when you love all your other selves. if we are all a part of a whole, then every one is a part of the 'i' 'eye'.

just my thoughts

peace to all,
lynette