[Dvjkefdw]

personally i think it's beautiful. almost sacred. maybe you are a healer?

there is much suffering in this world. much pain. when you enter there with your feelings of loving warmth. can i say calm compassion? what you're doing is combining compassion and pain in an alchemy that leads to forgiveness and a letting go. when a heart breaks in empathy and not in trauma a lot of good things happen. it is an acknowledgment that says i understand, and i see you.

it could be this in general as a service to mankind. it could be more particular. someone in your family who suffered and whom you care for even if you may not have met. for example someone who died before you were born. it could be quite specific you could be working on some of your own pain.

in a way when we come here we pick up from where our ancestors (in the broadest sense) left off. what is important to remember is that you are free and in some way you're doing this because you on some level choose to do this. i don't get the feeling you're uncomfortable with it but if you were it's okay to take a break.

one final word about introversion, just remember that everyone is entitled to your opinion. it's the best bit of advice i was given in my life. in the long run truth stands. sometimes you just have to wait, and sometimes you were wrong, lesson learned