[theatadug]

i sense your feelings of wonderment of how all of this mysterious information on this site is relating to you. i still dont know how it relates to me, but i still love the info that comes here as well as the experience of others that i learn through my 'otherselves'.

i think its easy to get caught up in the 'want' for evidence within yourself that you are to be a part of the bigger picture. but, my dear, you are! we all must except that our paths are different, and not to get caught up in the attachment or dependency of what 'others' experience. for all in all hun, the others are you....and through this site, you experience yourself through your other selves.

by reading other posts of you, you do seem to have synchronicity, and if i remember right, you once posted a dream that really resonated with me, i remember it because i had a dream very close to the time period that you had posted your dream, and mine was similar to yours. i haven't dreamed in months.

i think what is important, and easy to loose sight of, is that feeling that we get that tells us something is so....is the most prominent experience one can have...to know, you are a part of it all perfectly. if your aching for something to show you, like a phenomenal experience....all i can advise is to humble yourself that you dont need this. you might desire it, but you dont need it. sometimes we feel we need it, especially when we see someone else, say something like...'i can see ufos when ever i want to'. hell, show me where you live i say, so i can come see one!! ive never seen a ufo, and im simply dying to! but, if its meant for me to see, i will, if its not, i need to be ok with that...and not think something is wrong with me.


i have no answers hun, i just wanted to tell you -you are loved. mabey your experience is still yet ahead. i dont think we are all sapposed to have a great experience that says yes, you are a part of this or that. if we were all going to have these kinda of things, then we wouldnt need eachother to learn from (experience through). sometimes, i think certain people are to be more of the 'eye's' for our prime self instead of the instrument.

if i remember right, you have a daughter who you thought was very intune with the world around her, and you are i are very close in age. i believe my purpose is really about helping my children in the 'next round'...this kinda goes against the law of one, but that is what i feel. i can see us on a new earth, replenishing, regrowing, reteaching, redoing all the rights that went wrong. mabey your experience that your looking for will come through your daughter...we never know hun, we never know. most likely, it will come when you arent looking. that is why i find it very important to stay active in the world, stay active...just living.

it can be very frustrating when we 'want' it to show us something fantastic. but the true thing we must keep in perspective, is 'knowing' by intuition, that 'it' is showing us all something....'it' has brought some wonderful bright spirits/souls together on one website so we can all share ourselves, through eachother, so we learn to except that we are all one. sharing our experiences, is sharing it to our otherselves. many of yourselves have shared their experiences, we can live through their experiences just as well as we could learn through one of our own.

this might make no sense, its 2am and i too for once had trouble sleeping.

sometimes, sharing our desires and wants is just what our others need to see through us, to let our other selves know, they arent alone, for they might too be seeking these exact 'wants' and 'wonders'. if someone has a phenomenal experience, learn through it, experience through it with them, within yourself...for we are all one.

much love, and wishing you dreams.

lynette