[IodinkBoilk]

oh yeah, sorry, forgot something.. so, be patient, transcend hope, and (the part i forgot to mention) while doing so, read, study and "get into it" hehehehe (but i believe you already are doing this)

this third part is also important, but i got worried that i didn't emphasize it enough, so that you wouldn't just sit and wait while doing nothin hehe :d

good luck!

if you need anything else, i'll do my best to help!

dino