[lopezsokero]

dear tamarin!

i just have to respond to you! here i am, on the other end of the world! just like you! i could have written your post myself at least a couple of years ago!

during the last year i have visited david`s site, project camelot and many, many many others, and like you wondered why it seems like everyone else have these "amasing" experiences and not me! but the strange thing is that i do, and proberbly you too! it`s just in a totally different way then we hear others have them! i know you have it, or you would not be here on this site!

like many of the others who responded to your post, it`s my first time to! your words hit us all in the heart i think. like you i have no patience in meditating...but try to sit with your back to a tree....take some deep breath and feel the energy in the nature...focus on the colours, smell, touch the gras and just enjoy that you are a living beeing. that is meditating..then you will excperience the here and now!

to connect with your higher spirit you can do the same, sit under a tree and ask questions and i guarantee you... you will get clear answers...just trust them! when you start doing this you slowly will start to trust your intuition, and the messages you recive! things will be much clearer for you. i bet you already have a vey strong intuition and already have had moments when you connected to the cosmic consiousness...maybe you just think it was supposed to be different? it has taken me many many years to understand this, and hopefully i can help you to understand your qualities and your personal mission here on earth!

i think you and i are supposed to do something quiet different then the ones who get visions and do readings and so on. we are the working bees, and are supposed to help people with love, and learn them to love themselves for who they are. that is why you are going through this prosess yourself! otherwise you would not understand what they go through! i bet you are, like one of the responses to your post says: full of love, and think with your heart and not your head! that`s your quality my friend, and that`s your strength, and that is what your mission on this earth is: to be a lightworker who live in the name of love and give hope to the one who have lost it!

send you a lot of love, and if you wish you can contact me and we could exchange experiences. i sure need someone to talk to also!

lots of love from norway