the deeper you go, the harder you become... the less understood you are by those you care for. even the bravest of us rarely has the courage for what he really knows... wisdom sets bounds even to knowledge. good luck on your journey, foosnik. one 66
hey foo i feel the fiery drive to radiate positive energy is ample motivation to follow through and is also reflected in our aura. i suspect that, like for some of us, your mom has been able to sense your dedication and your consequent vulnerability to negative greetings or at least "harder" lessons ahead. it is not easy to "gel" with the circumstances of cause and effect. what i would suggest is to monitor your input and output closely, know yourself better, work on identifying your current limits and build the courage to raise your energy rays levels accordingly step by step. i find easing through the transitions, especially from your mom's perspective, may help alleviate some of the stress involved. jmho............sylvain........