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with regard to your feelings about the mundaneness of work, when you look inside your heart do you find a passion calling you? or when you let go, stop thinking about work and listen to your intuition, what is it telling you?

my experience is that the sense of futility and being stuck, as you describe, is building up to a point of 'i can't take this any more' and for me that was breaking free and starting up my own business, if you could call it that. financially times have been tough for 5 years, but oh my goodness it has been worth it, and the journey has been such a positive one.

at the end of the day i had to let go of financial security and trust that it would all work out, and shockingly it has. i'm reminded of a comment about being locked in scarcity thinking - as long as you hold onto the fear of having a lack, that is what will manifest.

good luck with working through this difficult time
lorna