[Stetbrate]

see, i feel the way carla rueckert does about the allergy issue.

since some of us arent originally from here, we have a tendency to deal with allergies. its just a natural thing to happen when we arent where we are accustomed to, and its a reaction that is not easy to shake.

i agree with her on that. ive had allergies for a long time now, but ive always gotten mental messages to just not worry about it. to just deal with it and go about my life. no allergy medicines have ever helped. i think due to the fact the even in previous lives here i have dealt with it endlessly, my true memory is just saying " yeah, yeah, this isnt anything new. next subject..."

i do however feel a gigantic connection with nature recently, which is odd for me. i didnt grow up with an "outdoorsy" family whatsoever. i dont have plants in my home, i dont have a big yard, etc etc. all that has been changing recently and i really want to buy some plants to have around, and i am currently on a search for a secret awesome tucked-away little patch of forest where i can go to meditate and not be bothered. right now its been hard because its very rainy here in washington durind autumn. but im still gonna scope myself out a nice place to be outside and meditate with nature.

in fact, ive been meditating heavily lately and focusing on breathing in the creative energies, and breathing out green-colored healing love/light into the earth's aura. and until i find my blessed patch of forest to do this in, my living room will have to work, :d