[Plokiikmol]

well....i am kinda shy about this stuff, but i'll come out with it....the last time i had sex, about 2 1/2 years ago,(it was about 3 years before that cause i am very picky and shy in that way) it was pitch black in the room and i saw what looked like a murcahba, or mandala (spelling wrong i know sorry) kind of tunnel. it was there with my eyes opened or closed, and it was is i were travelling through it. i used to see shadow people until i raised my frequency above that, and last month i saw the opposite of shadow people, but instead a loving family all around me, but not there really, more like a hologam, and they were taking care of me for a few days to make sure i would get it through my thick scull that i am actually loved.

woah, and right now as i read this i just got hella dizzy, and i never get dizzy...woah...