[sesWaipunsaws]

yes amelia, i and others around me are feeling something that creates much struggles in many areas. these feelings are physcail, mental and emotion with all the bells and whisles that go with these odd, unexplained feelings and experiences.

i hadn't read your post until now, but i was out running some errands and it came to me that: it's our own selfs fighting one another (good / bad)

ok, we know we each have both sides within., the dark, the light, the good, the bad, the loving, the not so loving etc. etc. i too was thinking "again" outside of myself, for external reasons.... ha ha, :d as i smile, then was pointed inward...... these "evil feelings of being surrounded" are myself trying to beat my pure self of natural love.

the battle that i am experiencing is with my inner self trying to be in control .... wanting to be the strength that drives my actions in life, rather than the other side of my inner self (love), that wants to also be the strength that drives my actions.

is this "custers" last stand? all i know, is that, i have the will, the strength and the truth to live the best i can in each situation and "thy will be done" will see us through.

i just wondered how many of you can relate to this, and know people who are also having a hard time. a friend of mine who is quite sensitive psychically feels that evil has been surrounding our planet lately. i for one have been having a very hard time. then tonight i spoke to a friend who i hadn't spoken to for a while, and she told me that she has been going through a really difficult time lately.

if it is true, what my other friend said he feels, then we need to do something to help raise the earth's vibrations.

thanks for the post, feeling your words and questions