something that comes to mind is what i did last wed, i wont get into details, but it was a service to self moment, i was basically doing it for my own good. there were 2 situations that day one about 15 min before i wasn't paying attention while riding my bike, i looked up and there was a car in front of me, i flipped over the bike, crashed pretty good, nothing life threating, though my body is now sore. shortly after when situation 2 comes up, my back tire on my bike loses air, theirs no hole due to something sharp puncturing it, seems like the valve broke. i thought to myself these may have been a test or a sign, and what happened was the effect or punishment of me failing.