[vesiasmepay]

hi!

this is a question that i've been thinking about.. i have learned alot about life and have a huge understanding for things and can understand things better then most (or so it seems). i do love everyone, and understand that i am as much evil as i am good. i cried alot of tears realizing that i am the creator, and that everyone else is a different experience of me, and it really made me loose it. i mean, all this hate and everything that i've put me and others through. it was a wonderful experience, it wasn't tears of sadness or fear, but tears of joy, peace and forgiveness.

i've always been thinking why i am aware now, why am i not aware in another time? or in another reincrationation? this is my first deep philosophical question and i asked myself this when i was maybe 7-8years old. i've always thought about time and awareness and used to contemplate as a kid of time passed by and how you looked forward for something awesome and fun and when it had passed it left you and you really missed it.

now i know why i am aware, its because we will shift to this new wonderful totally awesome new world where i don't have to contemplate over why time passes or fun things end. everday ill be awesome and ever since i woke up to the fact that i am the creator, and everyone else are different experiences of me, just like i am a different experience of you, because we are all one, i really can't be sad. i'm just waiting for this shift to occur and realise that until it happens i can spread peace and help others awake.

i can't enjoy myself in this world anymore, not that its a negative thing, i hang with friends sometimes, but not as frequent as before, but i put my effort in learning so i can teach others, and i always try to help people, sending out positive vibrations. i never frown, im always happy and keep a positive attitude! i try to enlighten people around me by slowly teaching them things and planting seeds and i'm tryin' to be rich through some ideas i plan on selling so i can use the money to help people be enlightent to the future dimensional shift!

if i have any problems its the problem that i have acne, i really wonder why you get acne and what the purpose of acne is? i have a feeling that maybe its because i haven't loved myself in the past of a past life? anyway, i love myself now and i must say that i get tears in the eyes (tears of joy) when i write this!

i don't know exactly why im here right now, if i've choosen it to aid people because of my understanding of things, or if its just my natural evolution. maybe im here so i can be in this wonderful dimension shift with my friends and family (which most are 'trapped' in the material world without any spriritual connection, so i have work their to help them understand the reality of service to others, or service to self, its all free will, or if they want to continue to be ignorant. its all about free will).

i've had experiences throughout my life that have led me to understand everything david speaks of, and other teachers aswell. i try to meditate at least 15min everyday and i recently experienced telepathy with my brother a couple of weeks ago. which was exciting!

[drug reference removed]

something i do wonder is if theese exist in the next dimension? i've always wanted to do a "fear and loathing" kind of trip, and its not out of ignorance, but more of an adventure.. something tells me it will be possible and that nothing will go wrong, cause the next dimension will be wicked to live in! totally awesome! :d no borders, and no rules except for peace love and unity!

so what i do now in 3rd density is waiting out time, being happy and loving trying to keep people around me happy! i also try to learn them to see life from a brighter and more loving side, being positive! im also trying to make people see that we can have a new better monetary system and since im from sweden its a small country and with an election coming up 2010 i hope that i've sold an idea (a lottery kind of thing) that will give me alot of cash so i can influnce people into making everyone more positive..

and until then i read all of davids material, his books are really really good! i also discuss with alot of people over the net and try to introduce as many as possible to the 2012 scenario when they get ready for it. somehow i feel when they are..


do you know why you're in 3rd density?
what are you doing until 2012?

lots of love and peace!
- enivid