[viagradiscounttt]

aha!

av, i think i gather what you are thinking, and it really is a mind bender, and perhaps not unlike a dog trying to get it's head around why it's human master spends so much time looking at a little lit screen going tappity - tappity.

when considering higher density issues, it seems that the more you try to unravel your intuitive gatherings into a 3d mind linear conceptual framework, the less you 'see' what it was that caused you to choke up with the ineffable beauty that seized you as you felt the connection with your source just minutes earlier. in writing about the law of one on this forum, i have noticed at times that the more i try to elucidate, the farther i get from the essential 'feelingness' in which place i most clearly apprehend my relationship with the all.

now, sometimes, the opposite is true, and when writing from the place of inspiration, i've been happy to capture a snapshot of what is within, but its just that - a snapshot.

despite our increasing inner encounters with the issues of social memory complexes and oneness, we do live in a world of manyness and many entities. unlike some, i don't believe this is a bad thing, and while we're here, we should be dealing with what our outer senses are informing us of, as there's likely a very good reason for their doing so.

on the other hand, each awakening soul may have some dawning inkling of what the oneness thing is all about, and as one increasingly begins to explore the things, thoughts and feelings which unite us, and dwell less on the things which differentiate and separate, one naturally begins to internalize unity and, if diligent, will grow in the natural application of these things. one who seeks to utilise the intellect in trying to fathom these things without the regular practice of applying them in daily life will be hard pressed to say the least to really attain understanding. for me, understanding is not a thing of the intellect, but rather some kind of inner, unknowing yet unmistakeably real mass of something, the effect of which can best be described as an expansion of being and an encompassing and identifying with the life of the world around me.

i believe this is something which for me is the cumulative result of forty years of dedication to the question of just what the hell am i doing here, a quest for truth, and an inner sensing i have long known that we're all connected in some invisible way.

many here, and you yourself likely know something of this, otherwise you'd not be here.

we can go only so far with intellectual understanding of these things, and for me the trick is to balance that rigour with periods of sitting still, and just passively feeling what it all feels like.

just as important is to practice looking at the many and varied things which fill every day, and projecting this growing philosophical/intellectual oneness thing into these circumstances. try seeing another as yourself in a different set of circumstances, for example. the golden rule, when diligently practiced, works wonders.

here, your intent is everything. you need to at least have the intent of some nice, loving things happening. remember, its not about lifting yourself above this world, its about taking the whole enchilada with you - as the enchilada is you. that's what the law of one is about - coming gradually to operate as being integral with, inseparable, and eventually indistinguishable from your environs/fellow man/universe. just deal with that which you have gained some resonance and understanding of, and go from there. it's all about application of that you have gained, back out into the world - creating a feedback loop allowing more understanding to grow, allowing more understanding of the way things work and are connected, filling up a bit more with light/love, allowing you to channel more light/love into the world, and etc., an expanding spiral that is essentially a for-me-for-you gift to the universe.

only by kickstarting this process and getting the pump primed and flowing as it were, does a little bit more understanding come. there can't be a boundary between where one person ends and another begins because there's only one consciousness to begin with. we deal with illusory separateness, one aware consciousness is actually the reality which is real, not this one. to perceive more of the real way things are takes much practice, acceptance, and most importantly, gratitude - as that which you are not grateful for you separate yourself from.

murder and robbery? well, be grateful that it is evidence of the spinning wheels of evolution, as everything which happens is for the purpose of providing catalyst for someone's evolution, somewhere. wars take place within the beingness of the creator, the creator is grateful for everything - to accept and find a way to be grateful for all conditions is to incorporate those things within your own being - in a way more literal than you may think! be genuinely grateful for something and you grow to encompass it and to actually be it - and it can never react against you again.

but for now, my advice to any who care to listen is to just continue as you are, don't feel that you need to get it all now. you've already been at this for millions of years. you'll get there, i'm sure. mark