[Ankeseiband]

i know the truth when i hear it. this is truth. let those who have a ear..... know that he is real. and when i lisen to david i do.
when i was younger i think i was a little "aware" i had lucid dreams where i would fly through the sky and command anywhere i was going. i was aware i was dreaming and knew i could think anything up and be there or become it. (hello brad pitt haha) i also had many spiritual dreams and out of body experiences. in my life i at one time could see aura's on people. it would scare me. they look like florensent cartoon colors coming out of people. one time i saw green on a girl and told her. we looked it up and it said it stood for fertilization. she didn't know at the time but found out she was pregnant.
i had a fasination for this area of life, deepak chopra, neil walsh, tolle, paracelsus [you have to read his stuff] the bible, even norman vincent peale and all the spiritual positive books available. i was especially attracted to edgar cayce. i would always pray that i could meet him or that his soul could be by me and protect me.
so i come upon this.
ok, its not all about me. but, i have a problem with connecting to my pineal gland. and my past pychic. i also have a very huge drinking problem. i know it is exausting my soul. david said we are all precious. and though i would never put myself first on the worlds problems. could i have a prayer. cause i have a lot of love inside me to give to the world. (i have children and know love) i want to be part of the saving of souls and my drinking is stopping me!
sheila
your friend with the (spirit problem) as david calls it.

sorry if there is typos i had some wine