[xanaxnewtrader]

of course, you must have a bit of an idea of what is "standing in your way." drinking in it of itself is not a bad thing, but if it's consistent, even in small amounts, i'm sure it's one of the main, if not only, reasons that you feel disconnected. ultimately you'll have to find out for yourself if the comfort and pleasure involved with it is worth giving up in order to get more in touch with your mind/body/spirit. since you asked for a prayer though, i can provide at least that for you. godspeed, and much love!