[Unakjyfk]

great answers, foosnik, zephyr!

i do worry about how to distinguish fantasy and real intuition, there is an aspect in my birth chart a friend noticed, which indicates this, so i guess it's all a part of my karma or journey- but i know i'll get there in the end.

speaking of intuition, i finally made myself sit for a while and practice meditating, which i've been meaning to do for a while. i was watching a program about this psychic/ medium, and i just suddenly felt inspired to meditate. it felt good.

i'm very happy for you that you have been able to form a connection with your twin, zephyr.

i was 9 years old when i first felt a terrible, painful longing to be with mine, after dreaming about a ship. i didn't even know what a soul mate or twin soul was back then. all i knew was i felt this longing, and that was real enough to me.

i know now, whatever that dream really meant.......this loneliness i feel is all but transient. i am coming to realize that i do have a soul family, that they are with me even though i can't physically be with them right now. i have felt so torn between this world of "reality" and the way i feel inside.....but things that have happened, finally building up to the discovery of this website have put me in the right direction of the metaphorical light-house. and it's guiding me home.
i'm feeling really emotional as i type this!


love and peace to all.