[mirex]

hi al_emt,

i can really relate to your problem. when i was 5 or 6 years old i was visited by these guys regularly, this was back in 1968-9. i was terrified and it seemed there was no way i could escape them. even worse my parents thought it was just a case of having an active imagination. they thought it was my fascination with dr who but i knew that what i was experiencing was completely different. i was also often having obes then too. it wasn’t till the internet came about that i realised others were experiencing it as well. the net result of this was that i shut out my explicit dream and obe world for 30 years.

so when i was about 35 or 36 years old and realised that if all of this was real then the real problem was my fear. the point is i am still here. i also realise that at some level i have given permission for these visitations.

the great thing is that once i got over the fear my dream world opened up again. i have received wonderful insights and interactions with an array of celestial and dimensional entities.

i know in the past david has erred on the side of caution, so i would respect his position too. i am not up to speed on what has been happening on the boards here so have a look in the archives. but from my own experience a big part of the et fear thing is really our own fear. i am quite comfortable in the knowledge that i am well protected these days.

anyway i hope this is of services to you.

yours in love and light,

mawk