ever since i could remember my biggest fear was aliens, greys in particular. i don't know how it started, but i know that the fear is ever present. i am scared of the dark because i think they are lurking in the corners or behind some furniture. i have to sleep with my closet closed; because i think they could be watching me from there. every noise i hear in the house that i can't link to my parents, in my mind, could be aliens inside the house. being abducted would be worse then hell i think. if i ever encountered one i would kill it. is this a proper reaction? can some one rationalize my fear?