[BeaseHoca]

something happened to me today at 2:30am(eastern). i was sleeping, i wasn't dreaming of anything i was just sleeping. suddenly i woke up, my eyes still closed. my mind was humming, vibrating in some wierd way; i felt like my mind was being pulled out. in the midst of this i kept saying to myself "i'm being abducted, i'm being abducted". somehow i knew that i was in the first stages of being abducted. whether or not this was the case i don't know for certain; but deep down, deep inside i knew, i somehow knew. this was a very scary feeling, all hope was lost i was in utter fear. my mind was being "beemed" up to the sky, and i knew my body would follow...then i started saying "no you cannot do this to me". or something along those lines, its very blurry this memory of mine. i started forming a spiritual barrier, i willed this barrier into existence; to protect me from them, whoever they where. after i used my mind to block this new threat i have never encountered before, the humming in my mind stopped. i didn't feal like i was being beemed up anymore, like some one flipped a switch. i opened my eyes and looked around, nothing, i felt all the blood in my body circulating. i felt my heart beating like i never felt in before, it wasn't fast, it was just beating with greater force.

i was scared, in utter terror. i turned on the tv and the lights, put my pants on, and got in my car. i went to 7-11(convenience store) and got coffee. i just sat in the parking lot drinking my coffee and smoking my cigarettes for almost an hour, i coudn't go home i was in a panic. i felt so low. finaly i went home and watched tv until the sun came up, because i don't think they can get you in the morning. i don't know whats gonna happen tonight, i'v been dreading it all day.