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**vdw4Epsi** · 02-10-2008, 05:16 AM

ever since i could remember my biggest fear was aliens, greys in particular. i don't know how it started, but i know that the fear is ever present. i am scared of the dark because i think they are lurking in the corners or behind some furniture. i have to sleep with my closet closed; because i think they could be watching me from there. every noise i hear in the house that i can't link to my parents, in my mind, could be aliens inside the house. being abducted would be worse then hell i think.

you are not alone my friend, i was in total awe as a child when i learned about the possibility of life on other planets and ufos, my grandmother saw where roswell happened and would tell me stories about the landscape before and after the incident, she said she believed our government was learning to fly them cuz weird things would happen in the arizona desert night. so when the popularity of ufos and ets came back in the early 90's, all the tv specials and news casts of abductees experiences were totally negative, i only saw one special and i think it was a special about the billy meier experience and how he met friendlily et's from another planet, but the very first time i ever saw an artists depiction of a grey i had a terrible feeling, like a vibration of total fear, i was in total fear of them, i would cry and beg my family to change the channel and they would tease me and show me the tv when a grey was on the screen or draw picture and show me just to torment me. i hated it and hated my family for scaring me, and i'd look away and be terrified, i had problems sleeping , it was worse than any scary movie or monster i had ever seen, and the image would not disappear from my mind, things in my room would look like them, i had to sleep with a night light till i was 12. then when my cousin, who at the time was obsessed with ufos, rented "fire in the sky' i was brave enough to watch it(he was younger than me and i didn't wanna look like a chicken lol) so we watched it, and when i saw a grey i was terrified but i forced myself to watch and when i saw travis float into the room with what seemed to be lifeless greys floating around, and he looked behind one of them and realized they were just space suits. when travis turned around and saw one of them he kicked the grey in the head and the helmet popped off. i saw what it looked like without those big black creepy eyes, and we laughed! my cousin started joking saying it looked like a broke down ninja turtle with no shell, i was so relieved and full of laughter, after that moment i was no longer terrified.

but as i got older and learned about underground bases and et experiments and learned i lived near and important facility that was known to have deep underground levels it creeped me out, because i lived in an apartment complex growing up that was right next to the facility and all its acreage of land. i always noticed weird things around that place in the sky some nights. then when i seen something on tv about sleep paralysis and it having to do with the greys abducting you it scared me all over again because me, my siblings and cousins who all live there at the complex were experiencing this, especially when we lived there, it happened alot. we thought that because it was a ghetto section 8 apartment complex nobody would believe the residents if they claimed to be abducted. so it was perfect testing grounds for the greys and our governmet. lol. every time i had encountered sleep paralysis since then i would try my hardest to fight it thinking i was about to be abducted.

then later i learned sleep paralysis can happen before having an out of body experience. and you can encounter certain type of entities depending on your vibration. i finally had the chance to let myself go into sleep paralysis and the experience was profound. my whole body started vibrating like when your leg or arm falls asleep but all over my body, then i saw a flashing black and white mantra, i said to myself "whoa cool!" but when i spoke it wasn't my voice!?! and i could see my words turn into beautiful colors i then tried to see if i could leave this beautiful place in what i thought used to be my room(another dimension maybe?) and remote view other places and somebody came in my room and woke me up. ihe instant i was awakened i said loudly "nooooo!!! it was sooo beautiful!" i didn't want to leave that place, i didn't get to explore and i wanted to go back soo bad! after all i have learned from david wilcock and others(you beautiful spirits here) not to fear or hate the greys because you lose vital energy and to love them with compassion. i feel now i can confront them without any fear just unconditional love!

peace, light & love my friends(you also greys lol)
you are appreciated.

02-10-2008, 05:16 AM	#1
vdw4Epsi Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 447 Senior Member	ever since i could remember my biggest fear was aliens, greys in particular. i don't know how it started, but i know that the fear is ever present. i am scared of the dark because i think they are lurking in the corners or behind some furniture. i have to sleep with my closet closed; because i think they could be watching me from there. every noise i hear in the house that i can't link to my parents, in my mind, could be aliens inside the house. being abducted would be worse then hell i think. you are not alone my friend, i was in total awe as a child when i learned about the possibility of life on other planets and ufos, my grandmother saw where roswell happened and would tell me stories about the landscape before and after the incident, she said she believed our government was learning to fly them cuz weird things would happen in the arizona desert night. so when the popularity of ufos and ets came back in the early 90's, all the tv specials and news casts of abductees experiences were totally negative, i only saw one special and i think it was a special about the billy meier experience and how he met friendlily et's from another planet, but the very first time i ever saw an artists depiction of a grey i had a terrible feeling, like a vibration of total fear, i was in total fear of them, i would cry and beg my family to change the channel and they would tease me and show me the tv when a grey was on the screen or draw picture and show me just to torment me. i hated it and hated my family for scaring me, and i'd look away and be terrified, i had problems sleeping , it was worse than any scary movie or monster i had ever seen, and the image would not disappear from my mind, things in my room would look like them, i had to sleep with a night light till i was 12. then when my cousin, who at the time was obsessed with ufos, rented "fire in the sky' i was brave enough to watch it(he was younger than me and i didn't wanna look like a chicken lol) so we watched it, and when i saw a grey i was terrified but i forced myself to watch and when i saw travis float into the room with what seemed to be lifeless greys floating around, and he looked behind one of them and realized they were just space suits. when travis turned around and saw one of them he kicked the grey in the head and the helmet popped off. i saw what it looked like without those big black creepy eyes, and we laughed! my cousin started joking saying it looked like a broke down ninja turtle with no shell, i was so relieved and full of laughter, after that moment i was no longer terrified. but as i got older and learned about underground bases and et experiments and learned i lived near and important facility that was known to have deep underground levels it creeped me out, because i lived in an apartment complex growing up that was right next to the facility and all its acreage of land. i always noticed weird things around that place in the sky some nights. then when i seen something on tv about sleep paralysis and it having to do with the greys abducting you it scared me all over again because me, my siblings and cousins who all live there at the complex were experiencing this, especially when we lived there, it happened alot. we thought that because it was a ghetto section 8 apartment complex nobody would believe the residents if they claimed to be abducted. so it was perfect testing grounds for the greys and our governmet. lol. every time i had encountered sleep paralysis since then i would try my hardest to fight it thinking i was about to be abducted. then later i learned sleep paralysis can happen before having an out of body experience. and you can encounter certain type of entities depending on your vibration. i finally had the chance to let myself go into sleep paralysis and the experience was profound. my whole body started vibrating like when your leg or arm falls asleep but all over my body, then i saw a flashing black and white mantra, i said to myself "whoa cool!" but when i spoke it wasn't my voice!?! and i could see my words turn into beautiful colors i then tried to see if i could leave this beautiful place in what i thought used to be my room(another dimension maybe?) and remote view other places and somebody came in my room and woke me up. ihe instant i was awakened i said loudly "nooooo!!! it was sooo beautiful!" i didn't want to leave that place, i didn't get to explore and i wanted to go back soo bad! after all i have learned from david wilcock and others(you beautiful spirits here) not to fear or hate the greys because you lose vital energy and to love them with compassion. i feel now i can confront them without any fear just unconditional love! peace, light & love my friends(you also greys lol) you are appreciated.
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