[moopogyOvenny]

wow again...... now an old friend from 15 years ago has recontacted me, and my long lost birth sister (we were both adopted, and now there is another sister i never met yet) has found me again.

i knew there was a block, and now i can pinpoint when i first put up with someone elses abuse or crap, thinking i was responsible to fix their life. it was when i first went to religion, and they taught that to me and i ran with it....i allways knew that was the time when a major block went up, but couldn't quite figure it out....it is gone and already some of my greatest yearnings are comming out right in front of me. also my house sold and they upped the closing date so i can buy my yurt now for mt shasta, and a bunch of little things, plus that happy butterfly is back in my stomach that was suppressed from years of depression.....i had a feeling for a while now that this time would be opening up great change for me, and now i am re-locating so far away and getting away from another abuser as well who has given up on trying to control me etc, etc, etc...... yay!!!